reason why #6
Because in 3 months when I look beautiful in a bikini, I will be glad I started today
Beginning a challenge
I have a problem. And I need to overcome it.
I binge and I purge on life. Emotions, thoughts, food, and whatever else I can get my hands on.
I try not to let weight bother me. Honestly, I feel its ignorant. But, it haunts me, with every calorie intake and burn. So this blog is a journal.
I, skinnyhoney, vow to break my binging habits in 40 days.
(also hoping that, with this, I can stay at a steady weight of 110)
Current: 126 lbs
Feeling ashamed, bloated, sticky, and I have a heavy boulder of a stomach pushing at my ribs from inside of me.
Ate: Apple, string cheese, 2 red velvet cupcakes, yogurt with granola, sandwich
Note: I also made a jar full of encouraging/thinspiration fortunes- I’m going to read on every morning when I take my diet pill.
Making some fortunes to keep me motivated.
